Haiz, it is one of those days again. That I started wondering what am I doing with my life. I have a good family, a house, a car and a good job. It seems quite complete but from time to time I will wonder what else there should be. I seem to be constantly pushed to move forward. I will be busy working from Monday to Friday (and sometimes Sat). Then weekend will be spent with Lil Shauna. When the princess misbehaved badly, I will wish that time passes quickly, yet lament when I realised that my weekend is over and I have to start work the next day. Aiyo, why like that?
Is this mid-life crisis? Then I must have lapsed into the crisis fairly early. And I have been in this state for a long, long time. Mid-life crisis last so long meh? I think it started way before Lil Shauna comes along. Then I tot that maybe a baby will complete the family and changes things. Well, it does, it makes me more tired and I am now busy with different set of things. Hohoho.
Hmm.. how ah? wat should I do huh? I have been planning holidays and short trips every now and then bcos it gives me something to look forward. Hmm... maybe I need another holiday. There is none in the pipeline now. Maybe that is why I am so bored. Lol.
Mummy Lim
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