I am heading to Jakarta for a 4-day business trip and I think I am taking the trip harder than anyone else in the family. For reasons beyond me, I hadn't been feeling good emotionally in recent days and I presume that it is bcos of the trip since this is the only out of the norm thing that is happening to my life recently. The feeling was a little mixture of anxiety and depression. Why? I don't know! Sob... feel like crying already.
Things are good otherwise. Daddy Lim is ok about my trip. I have already told the kids and they are heading to RWS for 2 nights stay with Popo and my bro's family in celebration of F's 9th birthday on Wednesday. I would be back on Friday after their tiny adventure without mummy. Lil Shauna didn't at all care that mummy wouldn't be around. She had her eyes only on the staycation and couldn't wait to sleep over with Felicia. Lil Isaac was a little more sticky but jiejie's enthusiasm rubbed on him and he too had been talking about Sentosa. So, it is just me. Pout.
So I need lots of prayer to get out of whatever you call this thing. I should too enjoy my little "break" without the kids. Daddy Lim, download skype! Breathe, breathe..
Mummy Lim
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