Friday, September 3, 2010

What is on My Mind

Ignorant is bliss and I cannot agree more at times like this. I read up about the complications of low amniotic fluid and I started to scare myself silly. Haiz.. Some sites suggested for the mummies to drink more water and I have been drowning myself. I will keep up at it until the assessment scan next week.

I had a restless night yday, waking up so often wondering if Lil Isaac is ok n purposely disturbing my tummy to see if Lil Isaac will respond. -.o" Silly me.

This morning, I prayed about it and decided to give it back to God and I felt peace. Suddenly, it dawned on me that nobody says that Lil Isaac is not going to be alright and God did not say that he is not alright! And I continued to pray that God will allow Lil Isaac to come when he is 37 weeks or full term and of a good weight and that I can deliver him naturally. It was a great relief to not have to turn into gan cheong spider at Lil Isaac's non-activeness. Strangely, he had been largely active today as if to comfort me.

The maid. I called up the agency and understand that the PHL govt hasn't relaxed the clamp. The entry of PHL maids to SGP is still very slow and worse than before. Our selected maid has been scheduled to fly in tomorrow at 2+pm but nobody is sure if she will be able to clear PHL immigration. Otherwise, it will be an endless waiting game. There is no plan B right now. We just have to trust in the Lord that things will work out according to His perfect plan. This pregnancy is really testing our faith in the Lord and allowing our faith to grow in Him.

Please help us pray that God will allow the maid to come in. Not only is our house collecting dust, we will need her help badly when Lil Isaac comes along. Now, we only have the energy to do laundry and dishes. We are all pretending not to see the dirty floor and toilets. Soon, we will start leaving foot prints on the dust filled floor.

Mummy Lim

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